So as you can see from my previous few posts, being overweight has stopped me from wanting to go out and have fun over the years. Firstly, because I have nothing pretty to wear, and secondly, because I usually spend the entire night looking at all the beautiful girls and feeling down that I cant look like that (yet!)
But last night I decided to head out with the girls. I borrowed a really nice dress and did my hair pretty... nice make up... the works! I planned throughout the day for my alcohol points, and I did Zumba to earn some extras! And I stuck to it! I drank my vodka and water (sounds strange but you get no hangover because you drink one water for every drink technically!!) And I walked straight past that dim sim van at 5am!!
But the best part was that I had fun, didnt feel self concious once and danced up a storm!! :)
Im only 23 and I actually felt that way last night, not like a 50 year old recluse!!!
I have one more night of work (9th night straight....) then 3 days off and we are going fishing up at Lake Tinnaroo! Hopefully ill catch a barra to have on the BBQ!!!
Happy times :)
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Good girl!
ReplyDeleteYou need to feel younge while you are. I am totally with you on the whole weight makes you feel old thing. chuck in a 22month old, who runs me around and i feel like m about to keel over.... im only 25! BUT it will change!
So glad you had a good night, and you stuck to your points!